Do I still deserve to see a therapist?

I have self hatred thoughts but no longer suicidal thoughts (or not as frequent as they were). Should I still go to my appointments? (Im waiting to enter for my 2nd)
Sometimes during the day it feels like I'm okay again. So now I feel like I don't deserve to be here... especially when people suffer more.

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HorrorandMusic · 26-30, FNew

I tend to feel this way too, sometimes I feel really happy and not sad or tired or depressed at all and I'm like, yeah I guess that was all just make-believe.