I have this recurring thought…

I want to go to the beach and wade through the shore break up to my neck and then just start swimming for the distant horizon. Swimming as fast as I possibly can with no care of ever returning to the shore…
But I’m sure that I will probably just find the tallest place possible and jump out as far as I can. Out into the nothingness of the night. Falling is like flying when you don’t care about what comes next…