i wrote someone off

took them out and kind of banished them from my life. now theyre nowhere to be seen, not in months. i find myself looking for them, like i might catch a glimpse of them. it's odd because when that happens, there's a pinch of pain for the feeling that i get because it's gone. gone for some time now. it was the right thing to do but truth be told, im just an old dog trying to learn a new trick for the better