WHY I WANT TO FLY SOLO. FOR ALL OF MY EXISTENCE.

@Docdon23 My freedom and other people's is most important to me. I hope to first help people in deep, deep distress (like, being stuck in a place they can't get out of voluntarily). I've been in such a place before, a rehab, which was like a jail and was ruled by bad people. I cannot tell you how badly they treated me, even tied me up, with no one to help me get out. I remember, I prayed tahajjud namaz that night (12 rakat), took a shower in the morning at the rehab, wore new clothes, and jumped from the 4th floor of the rehab building and committed suicide. Allah saved me because he did not want me to end my life that way, and so, I have a story to tell.

MY FREEDOM AND OTHER PEOPLE'S (NO MATTER HOW MANY BAD THINGS THEY DO, IS IMPORTANT TO ME.)

I ONCE MADE A BUCKET LIST, WHEN I WAS 18 YEARS OLD. AND ONE OF THE THINGS ON MY BUCKES LIST WAS TO GO TO PET SHOPS AND SET BIRDS FREE. THE INFINITE SKY IS HOME FOR THE BIRDS, AND THEY ARE MADE TO FLY FREE. SOMETIMES SOLO SOMETIMES IN GROUPS.

WHEN I WAS GETTING MARRIED FOR THE FIRST TIME, I HAD SOMEONE BUY A LITTLE CAGE WHICH HAD 2 PIGEONS IN IT FROM A PET SHOP, AND WENT ON THE TERRACE AND SET THEM FREE.

YOU KNOW WHAT ALLAH DID FOR ME IN RETURN (WITH REFERENCE TO THE SAME ANALOGY)? HE GOT ME DIVORCED, AND LITERALLY SET ME FREE. AND MADE ME INDEPENDENT.

WHY WILL I GO BACK IN THE CAGE AGAIN? :)