I went from super confident

And having friends to being isolated by my ex last year.

I feel bad because I know better.
I let this person get away with so much.
Gaslighting, controlling, abuse of all kinds.
Just kept going thinking they have a good side they will eventually feel more secure.

But at the cost of my own self esteem.


I want to get better again. I want to be myself again.
Hopefully next year is a fresh start for me.