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A couple of months ago something happened to me, i still don't know how to feel.
I am a 21 year old woman from europe so i'm very sorry for my english if it's bad.
A couple of months ago i went on a girls vacation to spain. one night after we were done at the club waiting outside a man sat beside me. I was drunk, very drunk. He started talking to me and rested my head on his shoulder because i was tired. At a certain point this man took my face and started kissing me. I tried to push him away, i really did. I wasn't strong enough. He had one hand on the back of my head to keep me from pulling away and the other inside my dress, inside my bra. I froze and tears started falling but he didn't stop. Another guy pulled him off me as we were still outside the club. The next day i told my sister who coincidentally stayed in that same night. She got mad at the situation, asking me why i drank that much and why i didn't just stay in with her. She tried to find a reason. I don't blame her. After that trip i have gotten scared of drinking, i intentially gained alot of weight so no one would find me attractive (i used to love my body and worked out 6-7 days a week) and i dont go out at all anymore. No one from my personal life knows except for my sister. I just feel my life getting worse and i don't know what to do. The worst part is that i keep feeling it was all my fault. I know this is not nearly as bad as what happens to other women, but it's horrible to me. I would love some advice, just please be kind.
I am a 21 year old woman from europe so i'm very sorry for my english if it's bad.
A couple of months ago i went on a girls vacation to spain. one night after we were done at the club waiting outside a man sat beside me. I was drunk, very drunk. He started talking to me and rested my head on his shoulder because i was tired. At a certain point this man took my face and started kissing me. I tried to push him away, i really did. I wasn't strong enough. He had one hand on the back of my head to keep me from pulling away and the other inside my dress, inside my bra. I froze and tears started falling but he didn't stop. Another guy pulled him off me as we were still outside the club. The next day i told my sister who coincidentally stayed in that same night. She got mad at the situation, asking me why i drank that much and why i didn't just stay in with her. She tried to find a reason. I don't blame her. After that trip i have gotten scared of drinking, i intentially gained alot of weight so no one would find me attractive (i used to love my body and worked out 6-7 days a week) and i dont go out at all anymore. No one from my personal life knows except for my sister. I just feel my life getting worse and i don't know what to do. The worst part is that i keep feeling it was all my fault. I know this is not nearly as bad as what happens to other women, but it's horrible to me. I would love some advice, just please be kind.
