Thoughts of surrender

i ignored reality and kept working in a soul crushing corporate job and living in a loveless marriage for way too long. depression over took me and i was a shell of myself. one day driving home from work, i witnessed a pedestrian can hit by a truck right in front of me, and i didn't even blink an eye. that's when i knew i had to blow everything up because i didn't even recognize who i was. i quit my job the next day and got a quick (read: 'expensive') divorce. learned a new trade and restarted in a new career. took 8 years to get back on my feet. don't chase titles and clout, if you want happiness do the things you're proud of and that make you a better person.