Is when you begin to feel numb. Because one side is so full of hope and has so much love and light to give, wanting to give my all, but the other side has become so accustomed to never receiving that same love in return, always feeling used, discarded, not important enough, or being made to feel like anything above the bare minimum is just simply wanting too much. So at the same time, I’m emotional, all the while also becoming completely emotionless.
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I hope you can find that part of yourself that clings to that feeling and hold on the relationships that create it, and let ot heal and leave it in the past. Real, mutually fulfilling relationships exist and are for those who feel worthy of them and are willing to take that leap of faith into the unknown, which may be the most terrifying and brave thing you may ever do in thiis life. I'll make sure to let you know if I can ever manage to make that leap myself someday. I hope one day you do chose to create that new beginning for yourself you've never really been able to give yourself before.
