Moment of Happiness.

I was feeling restless. Honestly I felt worse like this after so many years. So I cleaned our kitchen stove to shift my energy towards something useful. I'm not feeling that bad like before but I really want to experience a happy moment. Lately nothing is happening in my life. I don't have a single happy moment in my life for such a long time.. it's not like it has been sad or anything but it hasn't been happy either..