Random stuff

Spoiler alert: Sorry about the random stuff I keep writing on here. I can't express any of them in real life. I'm stuck in a place where I have to act as if nothing is happening.

Idk what to do in that case. I want to bawl my eyes out and cry but I can't. I'm sitting in my car feeling motionless remembering everything that happened a few hours earlier. I have so many questions yet I can't even search for the answers. I'm wondering if I was even worth it.

Tbh this is one of those bittersweet moments. Like I know people are happy. Like honestly, that's what I've wanted all along but I'm not part of it anymore.

Guess that's life. I'm never going to be a part of anything.