Personal, Thoughts & Feelings
Random
No Notifications
Only logged in members can reply and interact with the post.
Join SimilarWorlds for FREE 禄

Random stuff

Spoiler alert: Sorry about the random stuff I keep writing on here. I can't express any of them in real life. I'm stuck in a place where I have to act as if nothing is happening.

Idk what to do in that case. I want to bawl my eyes out and cry but I can't. I'm sitting in my car feeling motionless remembering everything that happened a few hours earlier. I have so many questions yet I can't even search for the answers. I'm wondering if I was even worth it.

Tbh this is one of those bittersweet moments. Like I know people are happy. Like honestly, that's what I've wanted all along but I'm not part of it anymore.

Guess that's life. I'm never going to be a part of anything.
Beatbox34
31-35, M
16 replies 64 views Aug 26, 2022
Share Link
This page is a permanent link to the reply below and its nested replies. See all post replies 禄
elafina 路 36-40, F
[quote]I'm never going to be a part of anything.[/quote]
You know we create our realities and that's a limiting belief... easier to see this in another's rather than our own personal beliefs.. change the narrative. And, for the time being, hugs 馃
Your moment will come.... hold on.. maybe get yourself a beer or something ? And just enjoy a silent moment of distant observation, and feeling what is ..
+ 4 路 Reply 路 Translate 路 Aug 26, 2022
Beatbox34 路 31-35, M
@elafina I guess.

I'm just getting drunk to dial the emotions now. Nothing actually matters at the end of the day.
+ 2 路 Reply 路 Translate 路 Aug 26, 2022
elafina 路 36-40, F
@Beatbox34 it will take sometime.. but sitting in the car and getting drunk isn't safe...be careful, okay ? Be safe.
Things matter, but it sounds like a circle is closing for you..be patient and let things happen in their natural rythm. Take the time to clean, empty, organise... but before that, give yourself few vacation days to relax and rest, the situation sounds stressful..
+ 1 路 Reply 路 Translate 路 Aug 26, 2022
Coppercoil 路 M
@elafina great minds think alike.. this is my meditation lately and i wrote a poem about it moments ago!
+ 2 路 Reply 路 Translate 路 Aug 26, 2022
Beatbox34 路 31-35, M
@elafina Thank you. I'll be safe. There's a lot eating me. I won't overdo my drinks lol because I've had nothing to eat all day and it'll literally kill me.
+ 1 路 Reply 路 Translate 路 Aug 26, 2022