Feeling tragic. I am tired, my eyes are sore, I’m lonely and I feel disgusting

do a few things to help yourself out... go wash your face and apply some oil, just any... Listen to this while doing that...
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Breathe
Its ok to be on your own. Embrace the solitude
Go for a walk. Ring a friend
Itll be ok

Sounds like time for a soothing hot shower and a good night's sleep.
Most likely, you'll feel better in the morning.

I am sorry. It sucks when you feel you are not wanted.