Basically, only hours back here and I’m already reading about how damaged people with mental illness are.

@HootyTheNightOwl yeah, but should she? that’s the question. when I have an episode and things get so dark, I often wonder. is it fair to her?

@JustGoneNow That's a decision that you don't get to decide, though... you can't control how others feel about you - be they good or bad feelings.

Why is it that we never think about walking up to those who hate us and saying "Look, you can't hate me because..." - it's always the good relationships that we want to sabbotage???

@HootyTheNightOwl yeah, I’m pretty dumb like that. lol

@JustGoneNow When my illness is bad, I doubt what others would see in me, too - I mean... its looking like I have one and a half feet in a wheelchair, and now I'm off food because I can't keep pretty much anything down.

I just ate 12 smarties buttons and they have me feeling sick again. My man is pretty much the only one who is keeping me going these days.

@HootyTheNightOwl I totally get you. Please be safe. 🖤