The thought that you can just go to sleep one day and never wake up

@Ferise1 🤦🏼‍♀️

It definitely hurts. I have had open heart surgery, several angioplasties over the last 15 years or so. I now suffer from from frequent angina attacks which feel like the beginning of a heart attack. I must carry Nitroglycerin at all times.

At this point there is nothing they can do for me except medication. My heat is good its not getting enough blood to the left side. Fact of life for me at this point. I have also suffered several strokes the first one being a complication from the open heart surgery 15 years ago. I am one of the fortunate stroke survivers as the strokes have balance and my fine motor skills. I'm able to speak, and walk although assisted, and I am thankful for that.

Please pay attention to your health when you are younger. Also check into family history. Arterial disease runs in my family, dad, grandfather past away early do to this and brothers have had heart issues at a young age.

@Randie He is blocked. People who go to my threads to insult others are waste of my time regardless of the point they desire to make. Because actions speak louder than words.

@AntisocialTroll that's why Live a loved life with your beloveds till it gets over like a bubble.

@SW-User Death can seem tempting but it will come anyway. It is the one thing we never have to try for.

@Degbeme There is a waiting line of ghosts just for that. Unfortunately I sleep like the dead.

@Miram I ain`t waiting in no line.

@SW-User I am good with that🥂

@Ferise1

Aren't you a ray of sunshine?

@Ferise1 yea but that doesn't bother me, jus another fact of life that you can't do anything about

@Eternity I relate to this so much. Someone recently asked me to not talk about something because of extremists.

Like extremists need a reason to kill me if they wanted to..a reason made of words, when they can just mention my life choices and put me on a list.

People act like there are guarantees..if you kiss ass enough, they will spare you but that's just a lie.

And it doesn't matter if you really are spared if you're going live long life miserable and never free

@Miram exactly this! A coward dies a thousand deaths, a warrior dies but once.


All you get for being a fucking coward is to live your days as a fucking coward.

Yippee

@Ferise1 are you a doctor?

@Miram😂

@SW-User Doctor of deez nutz

@LookingForTheSummer

Lot of people say that. It sounds good but rarely true.

@Miram I agree.
I guess some who say that haven't seen death right in front of them.

@LookingForTheSummer

It is not just that.

Acceptance carries the polarity, it doesn't make something bad good.

It accepts something as bad and as good.

Anything less is comforting substitute.

@Miram My life, I suppose. I'm just another human. In a few decades I'll be gone and forgotten. It's inevitable, so I just accept it.

@SW-User

I disagree but I am going to avoid discusssing this since it is entirely personal choice to value or devalue the human experience and I am not sure what extent we are talking about. And I am way too drained after 13 hours work.

@Miram true, true. That's just my personal take on my own life.

Anyway, I hope you're able to get a good rest now. 13 hours of work would exhaust anyone.