Please don't report this but I do harm myself and I'm sorry please turn away if you get triggered but I still do it because I once got caught and my

Mom turned her back on me and never got me help. The only person who let me vent was my friend Anthony and he passed away a year ago. Since then no one knows until now that I self harm I've been doing it since I was 14. I'm 26 now and it's very frustrating because I can't even explain how I feel when people ask me what's wrong