People keep telling me the same things.
"You care a lot, but you gotta do what's best for you."
"It's your life, live it."
"Do what's best for you."
And I put their needs above my own, accepted that what I truly desired may not ever come, and that if this crisis ever blew over I will be trapped still...and left behind. I sacrificed my life/wellness out of love for them. But now that I found better, got a taste of what it felt like to be free and what I had dreamt of, I am conflicted...
I made my mind to leave but it hasn't happened yet. The consequences of doing that is huge. I leave them behind.
Should I turn back now?
Damn, why does shit have to be like picking sides?
"It's your life, live it."
"Do what's best for you."
And I put their needs above my own, accepted that what I truly desired may not ever come, and that if this crisis ever blew over I will be trapped still...and left behind. I sacrificed my life/wellness out of love for them. But now that I found better, got a taste of what it felt like to be free and what I had dreamt of, I am conflicted...
I made my mind to leave but it hasn't happened yet. The consequences of doing that is huge. I leave them behind.
Should I turn back now?
Damn, why does shit have to be like picking sides?
