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People keep telling me the same things.

"You care a lot, but you gotta do what's best for you."
"It's your life, live it."
"Do what's best for you."

And I put their needs above my own, accepted that what I truly desired may not ever come, and that if this crisis ever blew over I will be trapped still...and left behind. I sacrificed my life/wellness out of love for them. But now that I found better, got a taste of what it felt like to be free and what I had dreamt of, I am conflicted...

I made my mind to leave but it hasn't happened yet. The consequences of doing that is huge. I leave them behind.

Should I turn back now?

Damn, why does shit have to be like picking sides?
DeWayfarer · 61-69, M
It's sometimes hard to say just were the balance is. And perhaps it is hard to say just what we as individuals desire.

You say you love them? Yet love is a two way thing. And it seems they are pushing you away. Is this really about you or is it really about them?

Just something to consider.
XReaganX · 26-30, F
@DeWayfarer You're right. It's been about them, always has been. But it's like I'm hit with Stockholm syndrome or something. Hard to break the attachment. But I'm going to. Quickly. Unless told otherwise, I need to talk to her about this.
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