Why is it so hard to get out of my head?

I can’t shake the thought that I’m not good enough for anything or anyone. I can’t help but feel stupid and undeserving. I always fail to remember that people live their lives at different paces.

I feel like I don’t fit in or belong. I feel ashamed and stupid just for being here. I feel like I’m an embarrassment and I feel like people don’t want someone like that around.

I’ll never be good enough...just leave me alone.