My vents & thoughts... Nov. 17 '19 01:55 and later
I'll edit this post soon and explain my current situation. I just have to type what I'm feeling otherwise I'll stay stressed & disconnected from my emotions.
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Chalaui · 18-21, M
4) What was this feeling that I've had now? I don't know, I've forgot it. My memory is shit and I don't feel connected w/ my emotions anyway. But I think it was related to me being indoors all the time. Well, anyway, I've just remembered how cool it was to be at my deceased grandma's house. Eating snacks. How I could be enjoying, feel connected to society, w/ goals which make my life make more sense. Like getting good grades. But now all these feelings are missing. I don't worry about jobs too, and I don't see a reason to worry about them now... I'd like to feel like time was flowing to me. I also don't feel like anything new or important is going on, I don't feel challenged by anything.