Thoughts Saturday September 14th

I struggle to think. I can feel the strain. To communicate with the external world. I'm sad. Feeling lonely. Who else is lonely? My thought turned to fairy lights radiating out. To catch the world in it's glow. Are we really lonely then?
I want to stay in where its warm and where you are. I think this is happiness. I think this is "mission accomplished". But wait. We need to make sure. Triple check every door. Cross every t and dot every i. Because if you were "gone" I don't know what I would do.