Scared About Things

I'm moving this weekend and leaving behind this person who I've quickly grown attached to. They seem to be just as attached and I'm not questioning it (despite my mind yelling at me to). We have decided to attempt a long distance thing where we will venture out to see eachother ever other weekend or so but I am petrified.

I care for this person but I don't think that I am enough to hold on to it. I am battling a lot of demons and trying to be better than I usually am but...the fear is still there. I'm not good enough. They will find someone else. I need to put these fears on page. I've kept myself up at night while we slept just fighting back the urge to sabotage this.

They are amazing and I don't want to hurt them....I just...if only I had more time.