Am I horrible for entertaining myself like this?

EDIT: I just found out that the IG was deleted so don’t bother searching for it.

OP: There’s an Instagram account called Sensitive Content and they basically just show real videos of horrible things like people being maimed, shot, falling off high places, etc. A lot of them DEFINITELY die, there’s a lot of blood, and none of it is censored. What’s more, even though I DO sympathize for the people in the videos and I even say prayers for them as I watch, it also doesn’t bother me long-term. I can turn off the videos and move on like I saw nothing. Does this make me awful? Lol. I mean, the videos will be there whether I watch them or not, it’s not like I’m causing any of this to happen.