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Not what I wanted on a Friday night,

Working so hard to sort out my life and grow as a human being, start over new, to live and love again. Yet all this pressure is bringing me on the brink of a meltdown 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯 and it really sucks because I should be looking forward to starting over new, but at the same time it scares me.
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BabyLonia · F
You have already come so far. It will be worth it.
What do you do for yourself when anxiety kicks in?
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@BabyLonia it’s hard to escape from it where I live, it riddles me nightly, I usually work on some projects but my mind is racing too hard, I think I need to smoke another cone, it helped last night. But when I’m out and about, I’m relaxed, although I’m very shy in real life especially these days, I have become so introverted in the last 6 years and I feel like a ghost in this world in a way so there’s lonliness there like I’m just watching life go by but still making the most out of what’s left of my life. All these thought just racked my brain hard tonight, thank fuck for sunglasses, because I really tried not to break down in tears on the way home lol.
How are you going? I hope you’re better mate 🤗
BabyLonia · F
Today has started well. I bought a smart watch this week because I have seen a correlation between activity and mood and sleep. Today I went for a walk, I'm felling motivated. :) @SW-User
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@BabyLonia that’s good to hear 😀 a good walk is a big help, sometimes I would walk for hours lol.