Not what I wanted on a Friday night,

@Cierzo that’s so true bro, start of life is the finish line for your comfort zone, and by taking that big step out comes fear and anxiety itself. Along with the pressure that comes with it all.

@InOtterWords it’s hard to escape from it where I live, it riddles me nightly, I usually work on some projects but my mind is racing too hard, I think I need to smoke another cone, it helped last night. But when I’m out and about, I’m relaxed, although I’m very shy in real life especially these days, I have become so introverted in the last 6 years and I feel like a ghost in this world in a way so there’s lonliness there like I’m just watching life go by but still making the most out of what’s left of my life. All these thought just racked my brain hard tonight, thank fuck for sunglasses, because I really tried not to break down in tears on the way home lol.
How are you going? I hope you’re better mate 🤗

Today has started well. I bought a smart watch this week because I have seen a correlation between activity and mood and sleep. Today I went for a walk, I'm felling motivated. :) @SW-User

@InOtterWords that’s good to hear 😀 a good walk is a big help, sometimes I would walk for hours lol.