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This is a place to let feelings out right?

Well... I'm just done. I don't want to experience life anymore. I'm so tired, and frustrated, and too weak to continue. I feel like vomiting at the thought of doing anything. Why is internalizing my problems so hard? Am I so weak I can't just keep my mouth shut and grow some think skin??
I'm tired of life.
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Brother! Is it cancer, or did you just lose your child to a chemical weapons attack?
MarkPaul · 26-30, M
@puck61 I think you are missing the point.
SW-User
@puck61 😛
@MarkPaul I don't miss anything.
I am the Lizard King! (and I made it way passed 27!)
@MarkPaul No. I think an honest boot up this dudes ass my be exactly what he needs!
@puck61 SPREAD THE LOVE!
MarkPaul · 26-30, M
@puck61 Dude, that's not a solution. That's a cartoon. Do you have any experience with real life and the real world?
@MarkPaul Brother! You have no idea whatsoever about what I've been through! I understand the need for compassion , but there is a lot about a country where the poorest live better than most of the world, ......It's all good though, because the "Whore of Babylon" is about to get hers! It sucks, cause my grand-kids are gonna go through hell,. but the dye is cast.
I totally understand the parameters of our individual tragedies. My gut told me to write what I wrote. I'm not negating his suffering. I'm just asking another person in the USA to get off that cross, because we need the wood.
Beelzebubba · 51-55, M
@puck61 it is now assured, your grandchildren will be in crisis and only assholes will respond.


Your place in hell is secured.
MarkPaul · 26-30, M
@puck61 None of us (anywhere) appreciate what we have until it's in jeopardy. It's part of human nature. And, to sit on your fat ass and start judging who deserves compassion and who deserves a boot suggests you have not learned very much from what you have been through.

My intent is not to accuse you of being cold-hearted, but your words suggest you need a check-in with your heart.
@Beelzebubba You're just pretense, but you will soon swallow your tongue. I promise!!!!
Beelzebubba · 51-55, M
Uh huh@puck61
@Beelzebubba Like I said, "pretense", but I get to watch pride burn to a crisp. Hopefully you can watch with us.
Beelzebubba · 51-55, M
Pride is the sin that all Christians suffer from. The collective piety, is gross. Your “us” is psychosis.@puck61
@Beelzebubba Yes! I always wondered why you get such a miserable retirement plan, when you have so faithfully executed the obligations of your office! 😛😆
Beelzebubba · 51-55, M
don’t you see, the trap that most “ god fearing people” are trapped in the same position that Lucifer was? If you accept the Jewish version of even older myths?
@Beelzebubba The "bar bet" of Job? Perhaps.

Yeah, I struggled with that, but Judas was misunderstood too! "These offenses must come, but woe be unto them by whom they come."

I'm actually reading Dante again. Milton and Dante tried to romanticize small pox, the plague, and land mines in soccer fields. It's all about 'repercussions'. It's all about consequences, and motives.
Beelzebubba · 51-55, M
Allegory



@puck61
@Beelzebubba Oh! I would be strung up by fundamentalist Christians! I believe Genesis is allegory. I just know there are far too many amazing details and coincidences in the compendium of prophecies concerning what I am seeing with my own eyes, and hearing with my own ears. We, no doubt, are living in "interesting times".
@MarkPaul I can respect that. Maybe I 'targeted' rather than responded. It wouldn't be the first time, I just can't pass up opportunities for one liners that would be the envy of Tarantino, Stone, or Spielberg!
"Ugh! Gotta kiss myself! Three times! Yeaooow! I feel good!"