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I don't wanna kill myself but I do find that living each day is getting a little exhausting when you're practically a ghost and no one cares. No one sees you, no one knows you. You're an empath so people look to you for help but when u want comfort or consolation no one is around. Interesting! I feel like I can't walk. I'm weak. My patience is thinning. But each day is the same and it'll feel like this tomorrow too. Good god, this has to stop...which brings me to the question: Is there a god? If there is why does he want me to feel like this every day??