when you talk to a suicide hotline

I have been told this site has a lot of resources ,and some have told me they did help them .
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org
This is a site EP wanted us to recommend to members talking suicide
So if you really want to talk to someone ,maybe they can help
if you just need someone to listen ,I am willing to do that
but either way I wish you the best
I lost my brother to suicide ,I really wish he had cared more about the pain he was going to cause all of us who loved him
2 years later I still wish I could have done more
He knew he was loved

If that happened to you then I guess the telephone councillor was inexperienced or inadequately trained.
Try the Samaritans.
I found their website immensely helpful back when I was in a really bad way. It gave me the turning point I needed to start the road to recovery.

i wanna laugh but i think id be wrong

Suicide is not the way

Fuck You ! Jason Horhese ! , Hangs up

Apparently it doesn't