You seem a very caring thoughtful person...suicide would be tragic you are so young. I get the feeling you are older in the mind than your years dictate and seem to be carrying this heavy burden you need to shake off. Think of this maybe your mother could not have got through her life without you she might have felt down at times but carried on for her children. Forget all that stuff about men hating woman there's so much stuff vice versa...I know it's sad but do what your mum says and be a man find some purpose in your life and happiness/fun. You don't need to be a hero for all to see. Loving those around you and yourself can change your mood. like everyone else you don't have the power to control whats out there. If your sister is anything like your mum she will do ok. Try to calm down a bit and not over think deal with things for now day by day and try to find some humour in life I find humour helps me.

I am proud of you young man and your mum she must be a strong lady.
And you must de strong to.
Not all guys are the same so never class them as they are just look at yourself buddy.
Your brothers must be like you to mum should be so proud of you all so never let her down ever.

No, you seem the opposite of bad.
Unfortunately, some women think that men are somehow inferior to women and thus are bad and some men play the role, because it gets them certain perks like not having to take responsibility for their own actions.
We need more stand-up guys like you, and they do exist, so don't exit early.

I don't think all men are bad. Just some of them and most of them are not bad all the time. Same for women.

You can't control the clashes that seem to surround you. I think you should take a break from the negativity of people and focus on you.