If you were to move on to something that really matters today, what would you be moving on to?

@bearinthebigbluehouse What kind of work?

@SW-User Stacking dem shelves!! And then sweeping the floors.. And then unloading stuff off of trucks! ᕦʕ •ᴥ•ʔᕤ

@bearinthebigbluehouse What stops you doing it now?

@SW-User Errrr... Anxiety... Weakness... Cowardice!!!... If I were to ever leave the house it initiates an instant panic attack and I can't focus on anything!! ┬┴┬┴┤•ᴥ•ʔ .....Bear just needs a few fighting lessons and a few more locks on my door to make it stop. ┬┴┬┴┤-ᴥ-ʔ/

@bearinthebigbluehouse Bear needs to work on that eh?

@SW-User YES!!! It may have occurred 3 years ago or something BUT I only now feel a slight decrease.... BURGLARS SHOULD BE HANGED!!
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@bearinthebigbluehouse I am quite familiar with PTSD. Did I ever tell you some armed guys almost killed me Dec 2015?

@SW-User You didn't... Although that does sound a lot more mentally scarring than a simple burglary attempt that got stopped because they weren't the violent kind.. ┬┴┬┴┤ᴥ•ʔ I'd have a heart attack everyday if they had a gun.... ( ͡° ʖ̯ ͡ °)

@bearinthebigbluehouse It was very harrowing and I'm not going to bore you with details. But just saying, I'm familiar with what it feels like. I just try not to let it take over my life. :)

@SW-User Tsk, but I like details!! My experience has consumed my entire being!! I'll never feel safe again! ʕ； •`ᴥ•´ʔ

@bearinthebigbluehouse You can't think this way. We can talk about it on PM if you like, and if you're allowed by big boss, lol.

@SW-User Eeeeeeh... I dunno about that, dawg.... I know she'll question me every single time I reply..... She just needs to take a chill pill or 7.. ┬┴┬┴┤•ᴥ•ʔ/

@bearinthebigbluehouse Ah then, find a way out of that kind of thinking that paralyses your life. :)

@SW-User Well.... Bear is on waiting list for doctor people...... That oughta do something. ┬┴┬┴┤•ᴥ•ʔ/ Shh shh shhh!! Irrelevant!! Your story is more traumatizing!! REST!!!

@bearinthebigbluehouse 👀 Don't wait for doctors! I refused to see a therapist because I don't feel comfortable talking to a stranger, even a professional one, lol. I read up on PTSD, as much as I could and deal with it myself. So until you get to see your doctor, help yourself.