My mind has decided I need someone to physically, directly tell me they love me

I have no idea why it decided this all of a sudden; I guess it ran out of serotonin again and wanted something to latch onto. But it has been a while, although I'm sure if anyone actually wanted to say it they just would. Or actually, it's much MUCH more likely that they wouldn't, for the same reason I wouldn't want to expose myself like that to anyone because people don't feel the same way about me as I feel about them, even as a friend.

I managed to get this far without it, so I really don't see why I should need it again.