Saying what’s on my mind

How sad that I could go from adoring him more than anything, being everyday with him, being “addicted” to him.. to now feeling nothing for him and eventually ghosting him.
I tried to fix it so many times. He doesn’t take “no” for an answer so I’m just replying to him less and less tbh I haven’t even seen him in like 4 days now. I really did adore him, and we could have been so happy together, but it was his own insecurity, lying, and lack of emotional intelligence that got in between us. I miss what used to be, but I need to love myself more.