Dream this morning
It was very interesting, very strange.
First I was lying in bed and the demon was there. I actually had a spoken conversation with it where I could hear it verbally respond, though it seemed to use a different voice to do so every time. I only remember a small piece of our conversation. At one point I asked if it used to be an angel and it said yes. At another point I asked it why did it bother me over all other people and it told me I "shone like a beacon" (unsure what that means) which I guess attracted it initially and then when it got to me I provided "good nourishment" (ick) so it stayed. It tried to engage in sexual things with me for most of the rest of the dream which I would initially fall for and then come to and stop it.
I got tired of fighting the demon and prayed and said that I wanted to see the afterlife. I immediately was in a sunny, peaceful place between two brightly painted buidings that could have been barns. I was at the back end of a grassy path leading up to a tall wall I couldn't see beyond and a round red garden door. I started walking towards this door excitedly, but the further I got down the path the slower my movements got, until it felt like running underwater. In addition my hearing started to go and I could feel my breathing and heart rate slowing down the further I progressed. I got a feeling like it was not my time yet. But I was stubborn and pushed forward regardless and reached the door. It was locked and I could not budge it. I remember feeling sad. Then I think I woke up. Crazy!
First I was lying in bed and the demon was there. I actually had a spoken conversation with it where I could hear it verbally respond, though it seemed to use a different voice to do so every time. I only remember a small piece of our conversation. At one point I asked if it used to be an angel and it said yes. At another point I asked it why did it bother me over all other people and it told me I "shone like a beacon" (unsure what that means) which I guess attracted it initially and then when it got to me I provided "good nourishment" (ick) so it stayed. It tried to engage in sexual things with me for most of the rest of the dream which I would initially fall for and then come to and stop it.
I got tired of fighting the demon and prayed and said that I wanted to see the afterlife. I immediately was in a sunny, peaceful place between two brightly painted buidings that could have been barns. I was at the back end of a grassy path leading up to a tall wall I couldn't see beyond and a round red garden door. I started walking towards this door excitedly, but the further I got down the path the slower my movements got, until it felt like running underwater. In addition my hearing started to go and I could feel my breathing and heart rate slowing down the further I progressed. I got a feeling like it was not my time yet. But I was stubborn and pushed forward regardless and reached the door. It was locked and I could not budge it. I remember feeling sad. Then I think I woke up. Crazy!