any tips on not thinking about death?

ever since i was little, this idea has been bugging me, and till this day, i'd randomly just start thinking about it and get scared and start crying and having a panic attack. anyone who's gone through this before and can give me tips on how to stop thinking about it? <33

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TheOneyouwerewarnedabout · 46-50, MVIP

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Funny .

But do you ever let yourself be vunerable ?
Does talkkng about politics and Mc. breakfasts sooth your aching soul? or is it a perpetual distraction from how your heart aches ?

You laugh , you jest , you make fun .

But no one is ALWAYS funny.
They break ,
They hurt ,
They desire ,
They want.
.... It's human to do so.

None of this you share.

You hide it .

And since you CANT, dont make fun of those who do.

Its not only 'not fair ' , its.....making fun of those doing what 'you're too afraid to do ' .

You have the most amazing mind, frankly - it blows me away, it's so intelligent and witty.

But..... It coverts a heart so vulnerable, it jeers at people in their own vulnerability.

Which, although you think is witty, is also cruel. (which is sad)

A smart mind you do have.... A smart heart.... Yet to be shown. 😔

Be caring some times.... It wont break who you are. 💜.... It'll only make you more.