What's something you think about a lot that freaks you out?

Being alone all the time, nothing really to look forward to, phone never rings, not having a social life outside this silly forum,

I never thought I'd end up like this. I remember when I was younger and I would see or hear about people that were basically isolated and I never thought that would happen to me. It gets to the point where just being awake is a chore, let alone having to do anything or go to work.