Sometimes I feel like I have to be removed for the betterment of humanity.

At the expense of my family having to mourn and miss me. I'm so scared though...I wish I could just accept my fate without being so fearful.

In the end we all have to go sometime. I can't do it to myself though because that's wrong its self harm someone else must have to do it to me.

I would miss my family as I'm sure they would miss me but our time here and our families are not forever.