Sometimes I feel like I have to be removed for the betterment of humanity.

At the expense of my family having to mourn and miss me. I'm so scared though...I wish I could just accept my fate without being so fearful.

In the end we all have to go sometime. I can't do it to myself though because that's wrong its self harm someone else must have to do it to me.

I would miss my family as I'm sure they would miss me but our time here and our families are not forever.

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JamesBugman · 56-60, T

But others cannot do it to you either, that is murder.

cyberdude28 · 31-35, M

@JamesBugman True 🤔 I guess some random freak accident then.

JamesBugman · 56-60, T

@cyberdude28 I know a guy who got stinking drunk and fell in front of the rear wheel of a 5 ton truck as it was pulling away. He got wrapped around the wheel and died. I would not wish that on anyone.
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