I know no one cares but here's my daily struggle post

I'm trying to not complain too much on here but I'm feeling as if I might want to die tonight. I know I probably shouldn't but I'm honestly no one would actually care.

I only talk to like a few people but even talking to someone I feel doesn't help does my job help? No it doesn't I'm not happy in general I miss being back to when I worked at sonic I feel like just being here back at my hometown just is depressing me.

I don't know maybe I just feel like I don't have much potential here I miss being in a relationship but everyone here is crazy and hard to trust. I'm only 27 so I'm in no rush to date , but at the same time that even seems pointless and a waste of time.

I'm getting smaller and smaller it seems and even being on here seems pointless since I lost the people I was truly close with. I'm tired in all ways and carrying so much stress and anxiety I find myself crying more and more each day. I can't even think on where to began when it comes to talking about my struggles. I just want this all to go away for once.

It won't go away unless I get help which I know. Honestly I don't know if I can talk to someone I think the only way if I can find peace is just to die. I feel more at peace when I'm sleeping then I do with anything else. I shouldn't have to feel this depressed but I do.

Anyways I'll just go now if someone just so happens to read this thank you if anyone scrolls on don't worry you're not missing much

Sincerely

Kindsoul aka GothicAngelSinner

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After sound sleep, wake up and take a long walk, say hi to all birds n even butterflies. Aloud or silently doesn't matter.
Return n eat healthy. Clean, Shower n Sleep again to feel much better and able enough to think straight.

Busybee333 · 31-35, F

This storm will pass too. There is always value in seeing the sun again, so hold on there, it is worth it. Despite struggles, life does bring us gifts every day, when we start to see and be grateful of what we have that helps us to move forward. Take good care of yourself to be healthy and your mood will stabilize. Then you can think about the things you can change and the steps to go through. You can do it, life can be so beautiful if we allow it.. but we surely won't value the high times if we did not go through the lows. Breathe in, breathe out and remember that you are stronger and greater than what has happened. And you are right, if this feeling lingers too long, you should maybe consult with someone who can help - someone you trust or a psychologist. I think more of us should be brave and ask for help when they need it. Wishing you to feel better soon!

DeluxedEdition · 26-30, F

Don’t give up. When you’re going through hell you keep going you don’t stay there