I know no one cares but here's my daily struggle post

I'm trying to not complain too much on here but I'm feeling as if I might want to die tonight. I know I probably shouldn't but I'm honestly no one would actually care.

I only talk to like a few people but even talking to someone I feel doesn't help does my job help? No it doesn't I'm not happy in general I miss being back to when I worked at sonic I feel like just being here back at my hometown just is depressing me.

I don't know maybe I just feel like I don't have much potential here I miss being in a relationship but everyone here is crazy and hard to trust. I'm only 27 so I'm in no rush to date , but at the same time that even seems pointless and a waste of time.

I'm getting smaller and smaller it seems and even being on here seems pointless since I lost the people I was truly close with. I'm tired in all ways and carrying so much stress and anxiety I find myself crying more and more each day. I can't even think on where to began when it comes to talking about my struggles. I just want this all to go away for once.

It won't go away unless I get help which I know. Honestly I don't know if I can talk to someone I think the only way if I can find peace is just to die. I feel more at peace when I'm sleeping then I do with anything else. I shouldn't have to feel this depressed but I do.

Anyways I'll just go now if someone just so happens to read this thank you if anyone scrolls on don't worry you're not missing much

Sincerely

Kindsoul aka GothicAngelSinner