I hate therapy

My therapist: let’s talk about “…”
Me: “I don’t want to talk about that.”
Her: you say that about everything. So I’m going to push you.

That’s because I don’t want to talk about anything. I’m forced to do that therapy. She tells me to go through my doctor but I can’t guarantee it won’t be more expensive and I lose my psychiatrist. I’d get a new one but I like the one I have. I think if I ever get on the right med combo I’m leaving immediately just for now I’m stuck talking about shit