Called to check inMy caseworker called me on her day off to see how I’m doing and at this point there isn’t much to say. I’m doing good. I’m gonna miss her when she’s gone but I know it’s coming.
Finished everything in one dayI got my checklist from my lawyer to file bankruptcy and I finished it all including the class I had to take in one night. Idk if that looks bad :/ I just wanted to get it going as soon as possible. I mean it was a ton of stuff. And I paid him in... See More »
What does this mean?My ex: I dreamed about us flying on a plane together (9 am) Me: that was the plan (5pm for me, 11pm my ex’s time) My ex: what was your intention of texting in the middle of the night? Me: what? My ex: you wanted to implant yourself in my mind at... See More »
Just ex stuffI think my ex perpetually thinks I only want sex.. Which is irritating because the only reason I fought for it was it wasn’t ever happening Not that it’s all I think about lmfao I’ve had more than enough this year and regret all of it What I... See More »
It is doneI know it sounds bad but I’m thankful to be bankrupting like I couldn’t do these medical/vet bills anymore and I gave just over 2k to a lawyer whose gonna help me clear the debt. And I can just start fresh. It’s a lot of stress off my back and I was... See More »
BankruptcyYou know it sucks to bankrupt. 10 years. My credit score was so good. But my alcoholism destroyed me so fast. I had to give up.
I am bankruptingMet with my lawyer today and I’ve started the bankrupting process. It’s depressing and stressful
Seeing a lawyer today/also still in programI’m in an alcoholism program and one of the things that my caseworker really encourages me to do is diamond art which I have been doing and I do like it. It’s just time-consuming and relaxing I guess. Especially when you’re trying to pass time to... See More »
Giving up on itBeen trying hard to work with these credit cards/hospital bills. Everything is going bad. They don’t budge and I guess Monday I’m going to call a lawyer. I just can’t do this anymore.
Gift for caseworkerMaybe a weird post But my caseworker has been a blessing to me and I want to get her a gift but I’m not exactly sure what to get. She’s one of those fashionable and always smells good kinda women lol And she’s well off so idk what she might like... See More »
Quitting the jobSo I am going to quit my job that I’m on leave for. It’s the right thing. My psychologist and caseworker have been subtly pushing the idea. I just want to secure a different job first. And so I’d like to be 2 months sober before applying. But I’m... See More »
Another updateSo I complained to the BBB about this outside company charging me $1,600 just to see a doctor and refusing to match the hospitals discount and they asked for proof of my hospitals discount and promised to match. So I sent it and I guess we’ll see.... See More »
Going to bankruptThis whole thing is so weird. I went to the er for 30 minutes (sent by my caseworker) I had blood work done, was sent on my way with detox pills. All I wanted was detox pills. And I was sent three different huge bills for it. Two have an itemized... See More »
Swimming…?So I live in a small town. I did try going to the city pool but for one, due to lack of staff it’s now closed until the weekends. And I feel because of that, it’ll be very crowded. It’s also very small. I drove to the lake and I did look at it. Peopl... See More »
Hopeful todayI filed a complaint with the better business bureau about this bill I got for going to the hospital and I’m hoping the company will listen now. It was just forwarded 🙏 I see a lot of ppl get good answers back so who knows
I need peaceI can get sex. But I can’t find love. I find those who are confused. And it ends first argument. I want someone by my side. I want to wake up next to each other, kiss. Like we did but with feelings attached. But I don’t see it happening anymore. You... See More »
It takes me back to a place I want to forgetI remember you asked me “what’s your favorite singer” I awkwardly said.. uhm Lewis capaldi and you came back with I listened to him.. I like that song “love the hell out of you” I refused to listen. I didn’t know that one but I knew you were sending... See More »
Very tiredWhen I take my meds I basically want to go back to sleep. I’m fighting myself right now. I realize I can’t go on without help but sleeping seems to be the only thing I can do
My dog helpsAt least I have my dog. She helps me get up at this point. Otherwise I think I’d just sleep forever My caseworker came over the other day. She doted on her. And I said she’s everything. My caseworker said I’m glad you have her. It’s true, I got n... See More »
Just tiredI guess I gave up with all this medical debt. Once they start harassing me I’ll have to bankrupt. It sucks but it is life. I can’t even get one of them to send me an itemized deduction which is pissing me off. I just give up. Update: I decided to... See More »
No criminal recordYou know it’s freaking sad but my caseworker said “you have NO criminal record. You’re in my 1%.” Reality is I did drink and drive. I just never got caught. I feel terrible about it. Never hurt anyone but I coped through life with alcohol. I... See More »
Exhausted by thisI’m on naltrexone and another med I don’t feel like spelling plus gabapentin plus my antidepressants. Please make these cravings go away.
Huge debt alcoholismGot more bad news. So I went to the ER for 30 minutes to get detox meds because my caseworker sent me there after not being able to find me a rehab center. I had no health insurance and I am being hit from three different places now with huge bills.... See More »
