Just bad experience at therapy
Well, if you wanna know what it feels like to feel pathetic and awful go to therapy. I do not like going and my program for alcoholism forces me to go.
This time she had to tape the session too
And I don’t even know how we got on the combo, but
I don’t even wanna talk about it, but I guess I might as well because at this point I feel so mentally exhausted
I was talking about being extremely drunk and I was talking about someone who strikes a nerve using me when I was very drunk.
And my jaw kept quivering, and I was stumbling over the words and it was like everything just stopped, and I started bawling my eyes out without any sounds.
And my therapist just looked at me and said it’s not your fault and my whole stomach twisted and I don’t know what I was feeling, but I feel terrible after the experience and I hate doing it and I’m at this point where I don’t know if I can even say I’m going back
She can see through everything and the second eye jaw quivers she has to say something and I don’t feel in control and I just hate going, but my psychiatrist won’t work with me unless I
I wasn’t even saying it, but she said it in her words was so fucking cold you were used basically and I know that and even now I’m shaking just trying to type this out but it was those words. I think that made me just breakdown and it’s so embarrassing and I don’t know how to even go back.
This time she had to tape the session too
And I don’t even know how we got on the combo, but
I don’t even wanna talk about it, but I guess I might as well because at this point I feel so mentally exhausted
I was talking about being extremely drunk and I was talking about someone who strikes a nerve using me when I was very drunk.
And my jaw kept quivering, and I was stumbling over the words and it was like everything just stopped, and I started bawling my eyes out without any sounds.
And my therapist just looked at me and said it’s not your fault and my whole stomach twisted and I don’t know what I was feeling, but I feel terrible after the experience and I hate doing it and I’m at this point where I don’t know if I can even say I’m going back
She can see through everything and the second eye jaw quivers she has to say something and I don’t feel in control and I just hate going, but my psychiatrist won’t work with me unless I
I wasn’t even saying it, but she said it in her words was so fucking cold you were used basically and I know that and even now I’m shaking just trying to type this out but it was those words. I think that made me just breakdown and it’s so embarrassing and I don’t know how to even go back.
26-30, M
