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I hope you did not listen to anyone and have reached out to get some help. Those thoughts are dark scary and sometimes completely overwhelming. I am so sorry you are struggling right now. I normally have more to say and more support to offer but I myself am going through a dark time and its hard to say stay strong when I feel like he doesn't help. Please reach out. Ive been told it can get better.