I’ve thought about it a lot today

Not in a dark depressing way, and not like when I self harm and just want to hurt. This is different.

I’ve thought about everyone and I know that they’d all be ok, all of them. Once the initial sadness passed they could get on with life, be happy even.

It would be ok, and I’d be free

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BlueVeins · 22-25

I'm not all about guilting people into staying alive, but I don't know why you think that. You know firsthand how painful grief for a family member is because it's been eating you from the inside for years.

IamBack · 31-35, M

Nah kiddo, there’s no such thing as “initial sadness”, the sadness lingers

Honestly seeing what’s happening in the world nowadays makes me feel that my personal problems are too small 🤷🏻‍♂️ I keep telling myself, if the people of Gaza are finding the will to live then so can/should I 💪🏻

You got this 👍🏻

SW-User

@IamBack it’s not about not having the will or being able to, I just don’t want to. Nobody can say that I haven’t tried, I’ve just had enough. I think I’ve done my time

IamBack · 31-35, M

@SW-User nope, there’s more for you to come I’m sure!

You got nothing to lose but will have things to gain as you more forward 🤍

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

this will all pass, beautiful spirit. Do me a favour and Youtube Steve Poltz whom we went to see the other night in rural Nova Scotia. Watch a concert with any of his collaborators and then get back to me if you think I'm wrong or right

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atlantic59 · 61-69, M

@SW-User I guess you are right. What would it take?

SW-User

@atlantic59 nothing

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

@SW-User nothing is so easy! I got tons of it!!!

NudasPriest

It's always there as a last resort ... but that gives us the freedom to do anything, try anything, because there's then nothing to lose. Life is full of possibilities, surprises, and near constant change. I hope you find some good changes soon.