I Think About Suicide

Not lately but whenever i feel super sad and worthless and depressed and reject like abandoned trash.. Then i consider it.. Never attempted it.. Doubt i ever would.. It's just a glowing thought of bright hope in a dark mind of a miserable existence.. Like heaven or something idk.. You wouldn't understand unless you ever were in such a dark state of a broken mind.. It kinda seems like a win from that place..

No offense

Im fine right now.. Im just saying.. Ive been there mutiple times with such thoughts in such a place mentally.. But no further