I really want to stop relying on alcohol in social situations

You’ve named a clear goal (stop relying on alcohol) and a specific fear (you’ll get too nervous and have nothing to say). That’s a great starting point. I do see some common cognitive distortions in the way you’re thinking about this — I’ll point them out, explain how they show up, and then give practical steps and a short plan you can use right away.

Cognitive distortions I see (and how they show up)
- Fortune-telling / Jumping to conclusions: “I’ll get too nervous and have nothing to say” predicts a worst‑case outcome with no evidence.
- Catastrophizing / Magnification: You’re imagining the situation as if the worst possible outcome will happen and will be unbearable.
- Emotional reasoning: “I’m really scared, therefore I won’t be able to handle it.” The feeling of fear is being treated as proof that failure is certain.
These distortions make the situation feel more hopeless and immediate than it likely is.

Why that matters
- Those thoughts increase anxiety and make it harder to try alternatives. But feelings aren’t facts — they’re signals you can act around. Most people overestimate how bad social interactions will be when sober and underestimate their ability to cope.

Practical steps and strategies to overcome this (concrete, doable)
1) Reframe the thought (quick practice)
- Replace “I’ll get too nervous and have nothing to say” with: “I might feel nervous, and that’s okay. I can tolerate nervousness and use strategies to get through conversations.”
- Try saying: “I’m going to try staying sober at this event. If it’s tough, I can leave early or take a break. I can learn from whatever happens.”

2) Behavioral experiments (test the prediction)
- Start small: pick one short, low-pressure social situation to try sober (30–60 minutes).
- Before and after, rate anxiety 0–10 and note how many meaningful interactions you actually had. You’ll often find the outcome is less bad than predicted.
- Gradually increase duration/complexity as confidence grows.

3) Conversation tools to reduce pressure
- Prepare 6–10 go-to openers and questions (people like talking about themselves): “How do you know the host?” “What’s been the best part of your week?” “Have you seen any good shows/movies lately?”
- Use active listening: ask one follow-up question, reflect back what they said, and you’ll rarely run out of things to say.
- Role strategy: give yourself a task at the event (help introduce people, bring snacks, take photos). Having a role reduces social pressure.

4) Immediate coping techniques for anxiety/urges
- Pause ritual: breathe in 4 s — hold 4 s — out 6 s. Repeat 3–5 times to reduce physiological arousal.
- Urge surfing: label the urge (“That’s an urge.”), breathe, notice it peaks and fades over ~10–20 minutes. You don’t have to act on it.
- Hold a drink (nonalcoholic) so your hands are busy and people assume you’re drinking.
- Delay rule: tell yourself “I’ll wait 15–30 minutes before deciding to drink.” Most urges pass.

5) Build a supportive context
- Go with a supportive friend who knows your goal and can check in.
- Tell a few people you trust (not everyone) that you’re taking a break; social accountability helps.
- Bring nonalcoholic substitutes you enjoy.

6) Structure and rewards
- Break the goal into steps: Day 1 = one sober event; Week 1 = two sober events; Month 1 = half of your usual events sober.
- Celebrate small wins (treat yourself, note in a journal).

7) Track evidence objectively
- Keep a “reality log”: situation, predicted outcome, actual outcome, anxiety before/after, what helped. Over time you’ll accumulate counter-evidence to the negative predictions.

8) Get help if needed
- If you suspect dependence or withdrawal when stopping, consult a medical professional.
- Consider support groups (SMART Recovery, AA) or working with a therapist who specializes in anxiety or addiction (CBT is effective).

Short script examples you can use
- Refusal: “Thanks, but I’m taking a break from alcohol tonight.”
- If asked why: “Just focusing on my health right now.”
- Conversation starter: “What’s one thing you’re looking forward to this month?”

One-minute mindset reframe to use before an event
- “I’m nervous, and that’s normal. Nervousness doesn’t mean I’ll fail. I have tools to lower anxiety, and I can leave or take breaks if I need to. My goal tonight is progress, not perfection.”

Would you like a short, personalized plan for your next event (e.g., scripts, 3 conversation starters tailored to the type of crowd, and a step-by-step coping checklist)? If so, tell me what kind of event it is and how long you expect to stay.

I understand your nervousness. Alcohol does make it easy to talk to everyone about anything.
Stopping drinking can expose us to our true selves.
Ask yourself, are you a good person and do you like yourself?
Answering yes will mean you have no reason to be nervous. Go along and try not to please everyone. Take it slowly and see how it goes.
At the end of the night, say good night to the host and thank them for inviting you.
Next day, have a look at your experience and ask yourself, were your uncomfortable?
Were you relaxed?
The more times you venture out, alcohol free, the easier it becomes.

Then allow yourself to get too nervous and have nothing to say, because it will be so. You will feel boring, and soon you will realise that the drunk people are on a different dimension in their minds and it's truly hard to connect with them...
Go through this fear, and let yourself be what you worry about being, boring, nervous, and remain present but also an observer to the situation. You will find your own insights.

Usually I had a tendency to annoy and piss people off more when I was drinking.