Do you ever wonder how others view you on here?
No, I know it doesn't matter how they view you. I know that and I often do NOT think of how they view me. Hell, I wouldn't write about all my anxiety issues so much. I guess I do b/c it is anonymous. I could never really share all this with people in my life like family or other friends.
BUT, It just hit me that anxiety and sad things do crop up on my posts often enough- b/c My life is very low and I am struggling in all ways. I thought, God I can't imagine how people see me - probably a sad, weak pathetic thing. That in itself is my bully voice talking, I know, but it just hit me , I wonder if some just pity me (that is the last thing I EVER want ). Anyway it is just something that creeped into my mind... I see myself as these low things, but I hope I don't appear so pathetic to many.
BUT, It just hit me that anxiety and sad things do crop up on my posts often enough- b/c My life is very low and I am struggling in all ways. I thought, God I can't imagine how people see me - probably a sad, weak pathetic thing. That in itself is my bully voice talking, I know, but it just hit me , I wonder if some just pity me (that is the last thing I EVER want ). Anyway it is just something that creeped into my mind... I see myself as these low things, but I hope I don't appear so pathetic to many.
