Just putting my worries here so i can sleep.

I've been wondering why is it so hard for me to "put myself out there" and Make friends. I häve these problems that when i'm like starting conversation or interaction with people i feel like before that My heart is about to burst and i start heating up and sweating like crazy. Like there are forces in my body that won't allow me to do social stuff.

Also the one problem might Be that i dont have that much going on in my life that i would have comfortable to be like connecting people with. Like only three things i cant think of now is videogames, music and walking in forests and more like finnish tuntureilla. And those are like things i cant for the Life of me know where to find others that like The same things that i do. Like for music conserts would be The place. But first of all, too much people, too noisy so my migrane wouldnt like it and i doubt i could make friends there anyway.

And also also. Its hard for me to leave from My comfort zone.

There are Probaply More things to complain about, but its too late and its hard to write with Finnish autocorrection on my phone.

This site has been quite helpful to let me complain about things i normally wouldnt say to anyone.

Thanks for reading and sry for hard to read text.