I Pretend I'm Okay

as with most sexually explicit ppl like me, a lot of it I'm sure stems from low self esteem, anxiety issues, and depression. I wont go into all that... but I found that the more I pretend to be okay, the easier it is to believe I am actually okay. and the best way to pretend? by doing something I like.
like getting on my knees for the men who are willing to make me feel worthwhile.
#sorrynotsorry

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Benjr134 · M

My thing is we all are somewhat like that. We pretend we're ok. Some people think that resorting to the sexual isn't good, but what if we enjoy that. I mean I get joy from pleasing others. Sometimes that's making them laugh, or making them a delicious meal. Other times it's by taking them to bed and doing debaucherous things with them.