I Pretend I'm Okay

as with most sexually explicit ppl like me, a lot of it I'm sure stems from low self esteem, anxiety issues, and depression. I wont go into all that... but I found that the more I pretend to be okay, the easier it is to believe I am actually okay. and the best way to pretend? by doing something I like.
like getting on my knees for the men who are willing to make me feel worthwhile.
#sorrynotsorry