Tonight I cooked our last big meal.
It was kinda weird knowing this was the last big meal I'm going to cook in this place. We weren't there long but a lot happened here. We became a family. But I'm so excited about starting new memories at our new house. Our house, not a place we rent. It's our. That feels good to say.
We had shepherds pie and fresh fruit salad for dinner. And of course we roasted s'mores by fire.
Royals game was to late for the kids to watch but Joel for a while before he went to bed. Wasn't worth staying up for.
Tonight I plan on taking my pills only a few left. But I need to sleep. I am so tired.
I had a lot of stress buildup and had some pretty bad outbursts tonight. I'm sure our neighbors won't miss that. They know, they understand and I try to do my best. But I've been holding some much in and it's Joel's fault. He told me to let it out.
I feel better. But I'm tired. Very tired
We had shepherds pie and fresh fruit salad for dinner. And of course we roasted s'mores by fire.
Royals game was to late for the kids to watch but Joel for a while before he went to bed. Wasn't worth staying up for.
Tonight I plan on taking my pills only a few left. But I need to sleep. I am so tired.
I had a lot of stress buildup and had some pretty bad outbursts tonight. I'm sure our neighbors won't miss that. They know, they understand and I try to do my best. But I've been holding some much in and it's Joel's fault. He told me to let it out.
I feel better. But I'm tired. Very tired
41-45, M
